Feeling awkward...

Just felt awkward for having to be in a ceremony...appreciated yet forgotten. Perhaps I wasn't supposed to be there....they weren't expecting me... For all I know, I won't want to turn up again if there is such an event. I ain't jealous but felt neglected all of a sudden. My hardwork, time and effort were in vain. Someone actually wrote in the card that she worked and saw more of her rather than me. Well, maybe I should have listened to B about not volunteering since I wasn't paid. I was not told to do so likewise. What did I get eventually? nothing...I asked God, why should I be bothered by matters like this...but after that, I laughed it off, because they are just mindless kids.